![]() I was so ashamed and feeling guilty about what I had done that I spiralled further into depression and anxiety. There I was, a 20 year old with no experience and there he was, a big, strong former football player who was twice my age and I was in an environment and area I knew nothing about. I didn’t want to go but felt like I owed it to him to go because I was too scared to say no to this man. It screamed no to meeting a guy twice my age to have sex. ![]() That day I ignored everything in my body that screamed NO. I just kept rolling with life’s punches until I got to the worst day of my life when I was 20. It got to a point where my school told me to speak to a doctor about my mental health, but when I did, the doctor told me I couldn’t be depressed because ‘my eye contact was too good’. ![]() I was resentful, so unhappy and ultimately found myself going through a stage of sadness that I just couldn’t shake. I struggled with a bit of depression after my family moved states just before I turned 16. ![]()
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